I am going through something right now. Actually, I recently realized that this has been going on for some time. I can’t really pinpoint the exact reason why this is happening to me, all I know is that I always find myself wondering what would my life be if I did not choose the technical field, and that there is a huge urge to try what could have been.

Today, I have informed my manager that I am quitting my job, after many months of thinking and trying out different things to make my current situation work. I call this as a reset of my life. From today I will be starting my journey as a new person, with nothing but a positive outlook on my future, whatever it will be and wherever this takes me.

I don’t have any concrete plans yet, but I have a list of things that I want to try and experience. I will be chronicling each of them in this blog as I figure out bits and pieces of my new life.

This is an entirely different journey. A journey of figuring out what I really want to be, and where I really want to be. There will be joy, sadness, boredom, and excitement. And I look forward to all of them.

I have mentioned in my first WordPress post that I already put up a number of blog sites before this happened. Apparently, one of them is shutting down as a blogging service and will concentrate on its marketplace. Looking back at my posts in Multiply, I had the chance to visit my past, my writing, and blogging overall. I miss it.

I needed to migrate my blog from Multiply to my Kotseng Bulok blog on Blogger. And since I haven’t been exploring Blogger for a while, I still don’t know if I can control the privacy of individual posts. I have a lot of controlled blog posts in Multiply, and migrating them all to Blogger is my only choice if I want to keep all of them. Thus, temporarily (I hope), I’m changing the privacy of my entire Kotseng Bulok blog to be viewable only by me. It would be better that way until I find a way to control my posts again, or alternatively, I can decide to be an open book to all with all my posts available for public consumption. Good luck with that.

I miss blogging. I hope I find the time to express my thoughts again, not only through writing but also through my camera’s lens.

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Photos (with emphasis on its plurality), actually. And nope, you won’t see surfing shots here.

This is what alcohol and good times can do to you. 🙂

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Every now and then I will post photos I have taken and edited with my iPad/iPhone. The photos in iPhoto of the Day are not only awesome, but are too awesome for sharing on Instagram/Facebook/Twitter/Tumblr, and deserve a blog post of their own.

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8 months and the baby was out. LOL.

Every now and then I will post photos I have taken and edited with my iPad/iPhone. The photos in iPhoto of the Day are not only awesome, but are too awesome for sharing on Instagram/Facebook/Twitter/Tumblr, and deserve a blog post of their own.

Today is not a great day for me.
In fact, there is a chance that it may come down
As a memorable moment,
A turning point of my life.

Today I felt I was caught off-guard,
Felt that I have no choice,
Felt vulnerable with the current turn of events.

I asked why,
I asked how,
And what for.

I began to question my importance,
My worth,
If my contributions are enough
Or just left unnoticed.

I felt like I was hanging from nothing,
With a vague vision of where to fall.

Is it “just because”?
Or is it a question of my worth?
I need to understand.

Because I think I know my worth,
And if they don’t see that,
Then maybe it’s time to find somebody
Who will.

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I spotted these two guys seemingly having a very serious conversation in the woods of Kawah Putih Crater Park in Bandung, Indonesia.

Every now and then I will post photos I have taken and edited with my iPad/iPhone. The photos in iPhoto of the Day are not only awesome, but are too awesome for sharing on Instagram/Facebook/Twitter/Tumblr, and deserve a blog post of their own.

Note to Self Singles: Huwag kang mapressure sa mga friends mo’ng nagpapakasal. Kung nagtataka ka bakit ikaw hindi pa, isipin mo na lang–excited lang sila. Enjoy life. Take your time! =)